A message to my husband

To Tony,

You are working harder than you have ever worked at the moment. Basically working 2 full time jobs. 
We feel like we never see you, Noah says most nights that he misses daddy and I know you miss family time too.

I often feel like a single parent, dealing most nights with the bedtime routine, trying my hardest to make sure I do enough with Noah whilst still trying to keep the house in order and make sure you have dinner ready and waiting for that small gap you may have between clients. I feel as though I can't do anything socially or for myself because no-one will be here to look after Noah if I do.
I was contemplating joining a gym as I don't get a chance to use ours but then I thought it's pointless because I'll never have chance to use it! 

You genuinely do spend more time with your work colleagues and clients than you do us and it's often a strain for us to even have a conversation.

I just want to say, I know its not forever (or should I say it bloody better not be). I know we should return to normality at some point. I understand that setting up your own business requires hard work and more hours than you have yourself and I'll do everything I can to help and support you.

But please, please, please consider leaving your full time job at some point in the near future.
If we are skint, we are skint! If we can just afford to pay the bills and have no money for anything classed as a luxury in life, then so be it! 
If we have to live on value food, then its something we will have to deal with. If i can't even afford a pair of primark shoes, my Louboutin's will have to become a regular occurrence with regards to my wardrobe choices! :-) 

Life is short, lets not waste too much of it apart. I don't want you working every possible hour for much longer.

You will succeed, I know you will. You are intelligent, passionate about your field and are valued by so many in the personal training world who actually mean something. I just can't see how it could possibly not work out. 

You've got to believe in yourself and take that leap at some point, so lets do this! 

Love you always and forever,

Your annoying nagging wife,

Sara xxx